I was down yesterday and had been for a week but today i am feeling capable i would not say happy as such but defintly capable again i have to that Pennine care NHS trust for the skill and processes they helpped me put in place (Thanks Kat). The last 4/5 days have been bad. but i think i am on the other side. I am looking forward to the weekend and in a month i have a holiday booked. The bulb on the light at the end of the tunnel has been changed so i can now firmly see where i am heading.
Went to the allotment with freya and made a Vlog about it and freya said she wanted to do one to so there it is and as you can see a star is quite definitly born.
I have realised that i dont do well if i am not busy and keeping busy means have to plan. My diary is quite full but if i get a couple of days with nothing then i get quite bad. I think i need to work on being ok with my own company.
Well thats me for now thanks for reading and dont forgett to subscribe or not its up to you