A blog by a veteran, father, and struggling fat git. I struggle with mental health binge eating and balancing 2 jobs and full time university.
Monday, 31 October 2016
Friday, 9 September 2016
A little more reflecting
Well today i have finally got round to starting to sort the thousands of photos from the round Britain trip. Looking through them brings back some amazing memories. Like when we played pirates in scappa flow and the time we disowned big al for being a turn coat. All great memories. I wish by some amazing fluke i had got a photo of the lightening strike (apparently known as devils scorn but i cant find a reference t confirm it). There were sunsets and sun rises that are burned into my soul and will never leave me. I have got some pretty cool photos and loads of great footage but its taking much longer to organise than i first thought it would.
As there is so much and i'm a nightmare on Facebook i thought i would set up a page with all my media type stuff could be posted. link is here
https://www.facebook.com/TheRussPollard/?ref=aymt_homepage_panel
If you want to then please follow it.
I am a changed person and for me it feels like its for the better some of the people around me may not think so but i refuse to become what i was before this experience. I felt like a shadow and i struggled with lots of what life threw at me. This challenge has made things much more simple and things are less of a worry. When you feel well life can throw you curve balls but with your feet firmly on the ground you just hit them back.
well I'v droned on enough today
stay safe, Speak soon
Russ
Saturday, 9 January 2016
Big effort, Big rewards
To start with I have a massive headache and pain down my neck. Due to the fact that I am a massive hypochondriac this means I am definitely dying. Or stripping wall paper all day after doing jump fitness might also be the explination. If I do feel really ill I will get it checked.
Is life down to luck?
Well yes but I think luck for those of us from hubble beginning comes directly from the effort we put in.
This is a broad sweeping statement that can be proven in either direction by multiple case studies. If I look at the people I know the ones who are committed to stuff and put in the effort are the ones who achieve the luckiest outcomes in life.
This effort is often undermined by the efforts of others but in the long term determination does seem to pay off.
Natural ability and circumstances of birth obviously influence the way people progress in life but with out drive it is easy to squander the advantages. The level of effort needed by people without this advantage is vastly increased but you still see people breaking barriers and grabbing their opportunities.
Rant over with a final message "if you want something go out and get it" (me, just now.)
Well did book onto jump fit again on Monday at 8 if you fancy it book in quick.
Today has been spent mostly striping wall paper from hall stairs and landing and front room. Tomorrow will be spent the same way. Except tomorrow might include picking some paint too. I can't wait! Is it fair as a bloke to say. I really don't care what it looks like.
Speak soon, stay safe
Russ
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